• mahh eyes start to water,, i sitting here watchin as the one i love leaves mahh life completely ive fallen head over heels for him... and now i go to run back to him,,, and he wont even speak to me... I depressed and torn apart and broken down watch as the grass dances around me and the big yellow orange sun sets in the distance... Listening to the almost silent breeze makes me think about him... He may be far away but hes close to me and the only guy that knows me best.. i trust him... Mahh life turned round when i met him... I met him right before i went to mahh moms house/ hell.... And when i came back from a hell of a day and 6 hr car ride i get on the computer to get welcomed back by his sweet comments and ive missed u msges. i talked to him then we traded numbers and thats the greatest thing ive ever done and no madder how mad i get at him ill never regret it... But ever since he left mahh world has been s**t... I hate mahh life now.. He could make me smile he could make me feel better when i felt horrible.. idk what imma do without him for the rest of mahh life...

    I loved him and still love him even more then i love mahh family or anything in this world..

    crying what am i goin to do..... cry