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I sit alone
always by myself
in the white room
waiting for my pills.
I never see my mommy
and i never will
she didn't want me
and the nurse said she's ill.
I have lost my sanity,
so they say
i am fine though
but here i stay.
I don't get many visitors,
hardly ever..
when i do
they come with a needle.
Why has this happened to me?
what have i done?
why did my mommy hate me?
was i really that bad?
Look at me...
im a nine year old girl
stuck in a institution..
its no way to live.
I do have one friend though
i named him Angel
because he is my savior
he is my buddy.
He has beautiful wings
with which he sores
he rides the wind
and puts hope in my eyes.
I know i will never leave this place
i wont ever play outside again.
my path has been set..
lonely..i have nothing left.
I am a nine year old girl
who has nothing to live for
you tell me what is wrong
with that picture.
As i make this sheet into a
rope.
my Angel appears
at my window.
If only i was taller..
maybe i could escape
but i am to little
so this is my fate.
As i knot the makeshift rope
i think about how lovely it would be to
touch
my Angel.
I put the loop around my neck
and tie the end to the bed.
"i wish it was different, Angel
i wish i was with you instead"
I jump off the top bunk
the knot grows tight
"goodbye my sweet Angel."
my head is getting light.
As my vision starts to dim
i see Angel take flight
i will be free
ill be in heaven with Him.
-Marleigh (ChimeOfTheChosen_mmIZn)
- Title: My Angel, Save Me
- Artist: Dephy
- Description: one of my sadder poems...
- Date: 08/31/2009
- Tags: angel save
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Comments (3 Comments)
- Dephy - 06/08/2010
- thanks :]
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- popsinger102 - 06/07/2010
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I started crying too
added fav *sniffle* and 5/5 - Report As Spam
- Tater_Tots96 - 09/03/2009
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That is really sad...i started crying!
You are amazing with poetry! - Report As Spam