• I see you only at a distance,
    For you are so far away,
    I watch as once again you somehow
    Break my heart,
    The only things I can manage to think,
    Are still how & why.

    If so much you love me,
    As so many times you’ve said,
    How then do you manage,
    To make me wish I was dead?

    You’ve told me time, & time again that you love me
    You’ve told me time, & time again that you need me
    You’ve told me that you’d always
    Be there for me,
    Anytime that I might be in need.

    So how is it, that NOW when I
    need you most, you have seemed
    to Vanish? And you’re no longer
    anywhere to be found.

    My deepest time of need has now
    come & gone, and now of course
    you seem to “Magically” resurface.
    Where? Where were you? Where were
    You when I was in dire need? In Dire need
    Of your love, & just a shoulder to cry on?

    You were not there.
    Yet, someone else was,
    Someone who every time,
    That I have called on him,
    He would not have even THOUGHT
    Of EVER turning me down,
    Or disappearing when I needed him.
    He is not ‘more than a friend’, & has
    Never had to be, for him to drop,
    What he’s doing, & come save me,
    WHENEVER I need/needed him!

    How wrong (on your part) is that?!
    You, claiming to be my Love: & Never
    Being there for me when I needed you.
    Him, claiming to be my friend: & ANY
    Time I needed ANYthing no matter
    How BIG or small he was here in a
    Heart-beat never thinking twice about it,
    And no matter how crazy I ever sounded,
    He would/will never second-guess me!