• It wilted away within me.
    The fire that kept my life at peace.
    It burned away itself as my petals returned
    To Mother Earth.

    It wilted away within me
    All the life I could stand,
    My heart has burned out as my whole body returns
    To Mother Earth.

    Though I could easily live
    To see another day
    The sun mocks me and the scalding flesh
    The body is alive while my soul is dead.

    Though I could easily live
    To see another day
    I would let the sun slip away
    My soul is alive as my body is dying.

    Is this what I've always wanted?
    A life of questioning
    Whether these fantasies exist
    I don't even know if I want them to.

    Is this what I've always dreamed of?
    A life of damnation
    They don't believe my dreams exist
    I don't even know if I want to.

    Though my life is a nightmare
    My heart beats through the dark
    Maybe I'll get lucky
    And the single star will help me find my wish.

    Though my life is a nightmare
    I see no stars, not even a moon.
    Maybe I'll get lucky
    And there'll be one for me, too.

    My heart will always fade.
    My heart will always waver.
    I'll die hard tonight
    And tomorrow I'll live harder.