• Defining new life with past experiences gives me nothing but new ways to turn back to old ways.
    it's too confusing to explain.
    I'm supposed to be thinking about my future but I have none yet
    things aren't set in stone, what you say your future leads to is just a guess
    while everyone's burying heads in books to follow instructions on their dreams
    I'm an artist in aspirations doing freelance following me.
    it used to be the other way around.
    But finding out that life is so much bigger than a four cornered classroom
    and so much more complicated than words in books can describe
    put me in a different state of mind
    one where my imagination takes me beyond explanation
    where taking risks is never risky - it becomes chance for new opportunities.
    A state of mind where my mind becomes a canvas
    and creativity helps me paint my way in to life.
    and I realize that there will always be a point where I run out of paint
    Where pens that produced pages of stories run out of ink
    or when my mind becomes too cluttered to keep on going
    but when I find that clarity that's within - there's a thousand more thoughts to fuse
    a thousand more colors to choose
    a thousand words that I can use
    to turn a new page and begin again.