Realization

• Artist: Relivingthemoment
• Description: I wrote this after my ex broke up with me through my best friend...sad...really sad...and it hurts ..... a lot...but i keep up my smile, no need to look all frowny, just one smile can save a live...make that other person have something to smile for too, ya know?
  
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• Date: 07/02/2009
• Tags: realization

I thought most of da time we were best friends
But I failed to realize you broke my heart over and over again
And everytime you came back, my arms were open wide
We always got back together after each silly fight
I really thought that you loved me, but all that was just a lie
I'm sittin' at my desk now writing to say goodbye

If you never wanted me, you should have just said so
Instead of having someone else tell me after I let my feelings grow
All those "goodnights", all those "I love yous"
April 30th this year, I thought you were my boo
But lying to your man, or lying to your girl
Is a lot worse than losing to the world
Not knowing where to go when it's all over
I guess now you're never meant to be my lover
The person I'd spend the rest of my life with
Instead I lost my mind and lost my grip
My hold on you that I never really had
At least knowing the truth now, know I'm really glad

Thought that I had you, thought you cared for my heart
Instead you held it there just to tear it apart
But I still have my boys, and my crew
I just want you to know that you'll never find someone else that loves you as much as I do

Comments

[Lt_Rachel_Deli]

*sniffs* I'm sorry about your break-up. If it makes you feel any better, if she left you, then she was never worthy of you. =]
u need someone better, like a rockstar or something

[Yoruichi_Bankai]

That is pretty good I would never be able to write that well!