You said that if you left you would take me with you but
How can you take me with those trembling hands and weak muscles?
How can you take me with those needles in your hands and failing memory?
Why would you take me?
Is it because you love me?
Is it because you need me?
Or is it guilt?
Guilt of not knowing me
My guilt of not knowing you
Our guilt of not saying I love you
My guilt of not saying Goodbye
I have to face the fact that you’re gone
A word I cannot understand
Since the first time I said that word
I created a black hole in my heart
And each time I say that word
It slowly consumes my soul
But you’re not gone your still here
Here in the mornings when I wake
In the afternoon when I eat lunch
In the night when I tuck myself into bed
You’re here in my heart…
- Title: You said that if you left you
- Artist: Meganekko Mari-chan
This poem is about my mom who is diagnosed with cancer and such...
She's recently gone to the hospital a couple of times and it's scaring me...
i don't know i just wanted to put it here
- Date: 06/15/2009
- Tags: said left gone take with