• I feel as if the world is standing still
    I am bliss
    I am a ray of sunshine
    I am still
    I am happy
    I don't feel like me

    Then the waves take a dramatic turn
    I am lost
    I am worthless
    I am nothing

    Next fireworks start going off
    I am bright
    I am optimistic
    I am bubbly
    I am loud
    and I am rude

    These turn off events happen anywhere from minutes, hours, days or weeks
    Forever chasing each-other