• Right now, I feel fine... smile
    My heart is drenched with misery... crying
    My man says he cares and loves me, but I feel he is hiding the truth... question
    If he cared and love me then why am I always the one in pain... cry
    I want to spend my days with him..... biggrin
    He seems to find something of more importance than I... crying
    Hanging out with his friends... crying
    I am left home to wait for him when he needs me... crying
    I am left to think of our relationship from the beginning until now.... cry
    Are we meant to last.....
    He has shown effort to care and treasure me.... smile
    But when it is time for him to go out.... cry
    He treats me like a kid.... neutral
    Buy me something to let me get busy when he is gone.... neutral
    Like rent movies or games.... neutral
    I am a young 26 years old girl who needs to have fun also... biggrin
    He is 15 years older.... biggrin
    Nine years we've been together and our life is the same.... heart
    Two boys for him and I am still very faithful... heart
    Him? I can't say... He travels alone to his country.... stressed
    I'm here waiting for his return.... stressed
    He comes back not even one gift for me.... stressed
    And then I feel used..... stressed
    My life almost ended at age 24 because of some doctors mistake.... scream
    I want to live my life to its fullest for once... heart
    Though I am willing to sacrifice everything.... stressed
    He does not see them.... stressed
    Because of him I quit school.... stressed
    And because I was bearing his children I sacrificed my time..... stressed
    Sometimes I wish I had another way out.... heart
    Maybe someone better who'll love and treat me the way I should be treated... smile
    But I am still abit hopeful for a brighter day.... biggrin
    When he sees my sacfrices and loves me no matter what the circumstances.... biggrin

    By Lily Jade Rose