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Right now, I feel fine... smile
My heart is drenched with misery...
My man says he cares and loves me, but I feel he is hiding the truth... question
If he cared and love me then why am I always the one in pain... cry
I want to spend my days with him..... biggrin
He seems to find something of more importance than I...
Hanging out with his friends...
I am left home to wait for him when he needs me...
I am left to think of our relationship from the beginning until now.... cry
Are we meant to last.....
He has shown effort to care and treasure me.... smile
But when it is time for him to go out.... cry
He treats me like a kid.... neutral
Buy me something to let me get busy when he is gone.... neutral
Like rent movies or games.... neutral
I am a young 26 years old girl who needs to have fun also... biggrin
He is 15 years older.... biggrin
Nine years we've been together and our life is the same.... heart
Two boys for him and I am still very faithful... heart
Him? I can't say... He travels alone to his country.... stressed
I'm here waiting for his return.... stressed
He comes back not even one gift for me.... stressed
And then I feel used..... stressed
My life almost ended at age 24 because of some doctors mistake.... scream
I want to live my life to its fullest for once... heart
Though I am willing to sacrifice everything.... stressed
He does not see them.... stressed
Because of him I quit school.... stressed
And because I was bearing his children I sacrificed my time..... stressed
Sometimes I wish I had another way out.... heart
Maybe someone better who'll love and treat me the way I should be treated... smile
But I am still abit hopeful for a brighter day.... biggrin
When he sees my sacfrices and loves me no matter what the circumstances.... biggrin
By Lily Jade Rose
- by Jadeiris 177 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 05/15/2009 |
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- Title: My Feelings!!!
- Artist: Jadeiris 177
- Description: About My Life And My Decisions!!!
- Date: 05/15/2009
- Tags: feelings lilyjaderose
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Comments (2 Comments)
- killinmick - 08/25/2009
- i have to agree here just a piece of advice no icons more emotion that is what makes a good poem is the meaning behind it.
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- NebuChi3 - 05/15/2009
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Too many emote icons.
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