• still waiting
    wondering
    am i good enough?
    what does she see in him?

    leaning back in my desk i look over,
    avoiding my eyes looking at her book for cover
    what could i do, if only i knew
    how to make her notice me

    a blank face greeting
    a very regular meeting

    i want her blue eyes to light up
    when i come up

    i want her crac ked lip smile to appear
    whenever i am near

    these two years have been long,
    i even know her favorite song

    and yet still small stuff she says
    get trapt in my head

    you have my heart
    and taring it apart
    so the empty hole in my chest is yours to fill
    theres plenty of time to kill

    fill it with cra cked lip smiles
    fill it with your artistic styles
    fill it with the satchel, always by your side
    fill it with the knowledge that we have never lied
    to ourselves, like we seem to do
    with all the rest of you

    so now the ball is in your court my dear
    are you just going to leave me here?