Your death came more sudden then any of us wanted
They estimated at least a year
Four months and then you were frozen underground
By late winters hate towards the Gods that took you
The time was too short to hold on to
Not once did we fight or not be in each others sight
But you were sick most of that time
Becoming closer attached to a toilet bowl then me
I sit in the bathroom tub I would hold you in
And think to myself what I could've done to change things
Was part of it my fault a year slammed into a few months?
I could've used more caution, said no to your love
But I loved you, You loved me
Our bodies were perfect puzzle pieces in sync
Neither of us really planned for you to get prego
We'd never had protection break before
Did becoming prego make your life span snap in half?
I loved how I had you in my grasp
We discussed, when you were feeling better, our future
Our little baby was three months on the way
Then in one short week it all plummeted to hell
You couldn’t breathe only puke up more and more
Even when there's was nothing there to puke anymore
ICU wouldn’t even let me in at first to see you
Your brother vouched for me saying I was family
I laid on the bed with you and held your hand to my lips
I couldn’t picture you gone from me
We had a future! Did that mean nothing?
You died within the night as I held you close to me
Our baby wasn’t saved and neither was my heart
You were only 17 a few months younger then I
And you left me here... Was It all my fault?
- by lizard lightning |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 04/23/2009 |
- Title: Is It My Fault?
- Artist: lizard lightning
- Description: Wow... This took a whole hell of alot of courage to write this and post it....
- Date: 04/23/2009
- Tags: fault
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