• here i am with these thoughts of leaving
    barely aware of my own breathing
    unable to fully comprehend why i feel this way
    unable to fully understand what i am to do cry
    in this situation
    this dilemma
    and i don't wanna go don't wanna leave you here sad
    don't wanna be in pain or cause it nonetheless
    but once again i sit here with the thoughts of leaving
    that have appeared in my head once more
    and i don't wanna go but i know i need to think i know i should be happy biggrin
    i know i should care about my own happiness and my own well-being
    and oddly enough i don't or at least not as much as i should
    because i still can't help but think confused
    How much is it going to hurt?