• I'm sinking into a sea of darkness.Sinking in the speed of light fearing that I may never see another day with sunshine.I can see them.I can see all the other people swimming around in the ocean,never growing tired,never feeling pain.I truly envy them..They're laughing and splashing and happy together,they never even noticed the darkness beneath them.The darkness that had swallowed me..I'm sick of it all!I'm struggling and fighting this deep and never ending sea of pain.So now I'm asking can I,please,give up now?I've already realized that it's no use.No matter how much I try to swim up to the surface I'm being dragged down.I should have done something about it sooner.Asked someone for help while I was still on the surface.Grabbed someones foot while I was still near them and make them realize that I was under them.I should have done my best to get up again..But somehow..I just didn't get what was happening while I was sinking.And now..Now it's just too late.It's horrible.Sometimes creatures comes and bites me.Not enough for me to die,though.But I know that someday they WILL take a whole limb and then I'll bleed to death.That's why..I wish to drown.I don't want to die bleeding.Seems so very painful.I would much rather drown..Not that it'll make a difference..I'm in a big pain.I have almost no hope left..I wan't to believe that someone will notice me and dive down here for me and take me up to the surface.I'm longing to get up again.But in the end..I guess I'll go unnoticed..Lucky you.You can swim free and here I am.Sinking.So I guess that this is..Farewell