• I lay awake,
    thinking this life is lonely.

    I hear the phone ringing
    in my distant memory…
    Oh, how I wish you would call.

    And I can hear your deep voice…
    calling my name.

    Where are the games we used to play?
    The jokes we used to say?
    The endless bugging and laughter?

    Maybe I’m just scared.

    And so,
    I went to the doctor
    And asked what the damage was?
    And he said fear.

    And I fear of never forgetting you…
    of never letting go.
    And I feel so down.
    And the wind whispers,
    'Let the dead bury the dead'

    But I know your somewhere out there
    living life.
    And I heard you sell the truth,
    But I just don’t buy it…
    If love finds you don’t be afraid,
    embrace it with your soul.

    But I know I’m afraid to let you go
    So help me, help myself.

    Maybe I’m just tired…

    Tired of never knowing…