• (talking)
    this is going to a special girl I love
    once and always important in my life
    I wouldn’t live a second without her
    I was the one that hurt her
    I caused her so many problems
    But I never thought about what she meant to me
    Now that I think about it….
    It’s hard for me to look at myself
    I can’t forgive myself and I don’t expect you to either
    If you’re listening to this…I’m sorry….


    The first time I met you
    I felt so happy I couldn’t explain the feeling
    You were sitting so close to me
    And I knew you were the one
    First sight I knew you were the one I’d love

    I caused you so much pain
    I didn’t know how it would make you feel
    Until I opened my eyes I knew it was real
    I was foolish, I was so lonely
    I didn’t care at the time no matter how many times you told me

    I look back now, and I know I was wrong
    After the years I knew you for so long
    It’s hard to believe I lost you
    But I understand, after all the pain I caused you

    i look back at that night
    that i made you cry
    the night we broke each others hearts
    that was the sign that it was the last light

    You told me you were my best friend
    I was so surprised but the you treated me
    I figured it was another lie
    You always spent your time with another guy

    I was around you and you never seemed to care
    You told me you loved me
    But you’re the one that told me that clearly,
    Love is a big word

    Day after day I kept these feelings inside
    And each day you’d push me aside
    You hugged all those friends you love closely
    But whenever I touched you
    You would yell at me

    I wanted to hold you
    I wanted a chance
    But I can’t hold this stance
    I’m falling underneath
    And you don’t plan to pick me up to my feet

    (talking)
    I know I don’t deserve a chance….
    I know my times up
    But I needed to tell you my love for you isn’t gone
    You will always be in my heart

    Reach down into your heart
    You know I’m down there somewhere
    But you always looked at me with a painful glare

    The look in your lil brown eyes
    Is someone who doesn’t hide behind any lies
    But I know for a fact
    You’ve suffered so much because of me
    And I never heard of your cries

    The last time I hugged you
    I went in for a kiss
    But you pulled your face away
    So I would always miss
    Kim I know I’m wrong
    But you can’t deny
    Your love for me was once a lie

    I think bout you now
    I know you’ll be successful
    But I’m suffering from depression
    We are falling apart
    From the first time we got to the start

    All I want is for you to be happy
    Now I know, that he will keep you safe
    I will try to move on
    But I don’t think you will look at me the same anymore…


    (talking)
    Now that you know how I feel
    I just want to let you know I still love you
    And I will miss if I’m ever gone
    I’d love to keep this as our song
    I love you.