• All I ever wanted
    All I needed was to leave this world
    Making everyone run in circles, limiting us to only one track of mind
    Leaving would be bliss, because I cannot understand and my brain does not follow,
    All your assorted patterns, your souls merely spiraling the same circle.
    Was I the only one seeing this?
    Was I the only one wanting to leave, a world which made my eyes dreary and weak?
    It was so windy up there.
    Feeling myself reach the doorknob.
    And opening a new world, so unparalleled.
    Watching faces pass by, marching around, carrying their legs along the walkways.
    And so without further ado
    My feet tilted, my eyes shut for the last day
    Feeling the air pass through me
    And spreading my arms, cross like, embracing the unknown deity,
    As images of you passed by,
    Could we really help it, you were meant to pass, and I was meant to walk alone,
    I was left alone in this world I did not understand,
    Alone, without you, their was no sense, no reason
    And when I felt it, settling into my surroundings, a sharp tingling,
    Was their ever bliss?
    In this or living?
    Because both are the same, both are danmed, for I still do not possess you,
    Was I that stupid?
    I noticed just now, when time stood still....
    Dead was I, when you left me,
    Dead I still am, for missing you
    Shoved me deep and down, till radiance and beauty made no sense.
    And now, I am just a memory, you'll probably forget sooner or later.
    But before that, just maybe for one time only...
    I miss you, so please miss me.