• I can't say
    that i remember much
    other than blood and pain
    and any of that such

    But daddy i remember
    I was running for my life
    And not to far away
    was a mob each had knife

    They wanted me dead
    they wanted to kill
    each of their faces
    i remember still

    Step- mom told me
    I shouldn't go to school that day
    i didn't like her
    so i didn't stay

    She told me they'd come back
    to do something real bad
    I said, " Impossible,
    Jill you're emotionally sad."

    I went to school that day
    not close to being scared
    thinking about step-mom's remarks
    I wasn't at all prepared

    but as i was walking
    home from school
    thinking this day
    did totally rule

    I was knocked on my head
    straight to the ground
    daddy i felt
    my world spinning round

    I jumped to my feet
    and started to run
    the mob laughed
    It was the start of their fun

    they went after me
    only they had a car
    it wasn't real good
    I didn't get far

    dad they held me down
    and took my pride
    there was a lot of blood
    i couldn't hide

    God sent someone
    to come help me
    I can still remember
    i still couldn't see

    dad i think i felt arms
    i tried to shout
    but when i tried
    nothing came out

    next thing i knew
    i was under a cover
    and when i looked up
    I saw my birth mother

    she smiled at me
    and held my hand
    i wanted to hug her
    but i couldn't stand

    she stayed by me
    till death had come
    i don't know where
    it came from

    dad, tell mom
    i wish she could have been with me
    when on our vacation
    we went over the sea

    i wish she could have been with me
    when we rode the SCaLE
    but instead of that
    my mom was in jail

    she had to pay the price
    for something she didn't do
    but the only ones that know that
    were me and you

    Dad, tell mom
    we both are free
    jail for her
    and earth for me

    though she's still not your wife
    care for mom
    and whatever she does
    she can't call you Tom

    one last question
    why did it have to be?
    why did the boys crave to watch
    pain come from me?

    I'm sorry i didn't think
    to say goodbye
    tell everyone
    I don't want them to cry

    make sure they know
    im in peace, I'm free
    and i'm waiting for God
    to come get me

    i love you guys
    and hopefully i'll see you up above
    and while im asleep
    i'll still cherish your love