• all who sees this..i kno i ******** up..i kno what i did was wrong...i kno this was gonna be my destruction...i love brittney, i wanna be with her, but now i cant she has someone to make her happier than i ever did...i hate the person who made me believe love isnt real...brittney showed more love to me than anyone else in the world..but what did i show her?..nothing nothing at all i showed her an evil monster that was growing as i was getting hurt...and it was released on the wrong person...i love brittney i really do..but i deserve this..as this monster forgets its past, he finally sees it..he finnally sees the love brittney was giving him...but as he was pushing her away...she felt that he would never love back...and she moved on..this might sound weird...but she was the lock and chain on this monster that held an eternal bond against the cage...never to be set open..but as she was away...this monster broke the bonds and was unleashed...as benny was turned away...this monster attacked her from the back...mutiple times...and what did she do?...she opened her arms..to calm the monster...and she would show him her love...and he would try...but this monster had to much hate in him...and took it out on the one that loved him dearly...as she let her tired arms go again...he attacked...scared to be let go of...one final blow to the her heart...was enough...and she bled endlessly is his arms...he finally relized what hes done...and what he just lost...the blood that came from her heart...went from fire red to ice black...he noticed what was wrong and he knos what he did...this black blood...the hatred she grew cause this monster...was the only thing that can revive her...there was no more red just black... so he tried to get the red blood as much as he can...but it was to late...there was sooo much hatred...that love didnt exsist anymore...love was not able to come back...he knew the concequenece of this hatred black blood...but he had no choice...he revived her with hatred...and as this monster was finally calming down...he started to change...to the boy she once loved...but she looks at him...staring cold into his eyes...he says..i love you...she didnt respond...she turn around and walked away...as he tried and tried...to make her happy again...and he showed her love but she pushed it all away..and kept walking into a dark obiss...never turning back to see the burning fire of love that he has for her...now he waits...he waits till his beautiful wife comes back...he sits there by himself with a flame of eternal love that he hasnt shown...and he will wait there for as long as it takes...even if it kills him...he will never wake up from that spot...he sits on the floor and stares into the darkness....that once consumed him...and has now consumed the love of his life....i love you...Brittney Ariel Actie....ill always be here for you...please do the same...i cant be without you...always and forever will his love have for her...The End...