• My heart aches, my eyes see him, he has such a beautiful smile, a hearty laugh
    his happiness touches me, his optimism inspires me, his friendliness is curious
    so mature, so real, so pure, and so beautiful
    I will never know, I will never feel, I will never touch, I will only envy the one who does
    both of us desire true love, too seek one who will love us forever, a custom fit in an off the rack world
    so similar are we, yet so different
    so much i don't know
    he sits in my dreams and in my fantasies, a warm house, three beautiful children, two cats and a dog
    but he will never know
    I sit, I try to talk, and meanwhile i hurt because he doesn't carry the same feelings
    you can tell when someone feels for you in a certain way, he is just happy to have someone to talk too
    he tries to accommodate me, because I am a friend nothing more and nothing less
    I can't say anything, I don't know him well enough, he'll be gone soon, and at least I'll have him as a friend
    a friend who I wish too know so much better
    why does this all have to hurt