• your heart is pounding
    what sould i do
    what should i got
    warm blood runs down your arm
    you feel releved
    you ask yourself why..
    why did you tell
    why?
    you tell youself that its all your falt
    that she could still be here
    it may have been the right thing
    but why...
    you cut open your writs and blood flows down your arms
    she could be here right now
    you tell yourdelf
    you look over
    pills...
    pills...will make it go away...
    it goes black
    the next thing you see it flashing lights
    your mom yelling
    a man with a mask
    your in the hopitail
    u check out.......
    all thats running threw your head is
    that its all your falt its all your falt
    you take a knife and cut your wrists open
    one last time you say to your self
    you take pills all fall
    you were on a bridge and you are falling off
    its all my falt its all my falt
    you fall in the water
    every last breath is slowly being taken out of you
    as you deeper and deeper into the warer you see the
    sun refecting off the water slowly dissaper
    its all my falt its all my falt
    you close your eyes
    and your almost out of air
    your wrists are cut
    you hit the bottom
    and your serounded by darkness all your happy moments
    flash before your eyes
    its all my falt its all my falt
    that last bit of air flotsn up to the top of the warter
    its over
    its all my falt its all my falt