• Breaking
    by: Bluefir111

    Once again
    I'm standing among these forgotten bodies
    These forgotten souls.

    The endless sea
    Of suffering I've endured
    All the misery humanity has put me through
    The hatred of my mind
    The pain of my heart
    The sorrows of my past.

    I wish for them all to go away
    But I cant make it happen
    These skeletons of mine
    Reach up and pull the flesh from my eyes
    Cold bones
    Even colder metal pierces my heart.

    Snow falls
    As a final warning call
    My tears freeze
    With the contact with the air
    I'm just standing here
    Watching all my memories
    Watching the little child I used to be.

    I watched all the happiness in that little boy
    That little soul that made me smile
    But its all gone
    I turn and see myself staring back at me
    With a knife in hand
    Blood draining from the chest and neck.

    Messages carved into the arms
    A list carved into his back
    Of all the loved ones hes lost
    He says to me "Do you like what you've done?"
    I can only reply with "It wasn't my fault that my heart is gone".

    I watch another memory of my breaking
    It is a happy one that turned sad
    A friend with golden hair
    She is still there.

    Gotten me through hell and back
    Through the pain in my life
    And through some that she has caused
    And in return I've done the same.

    But this memory fades as well
    And a new one begins
    As the foot steps behind me get louder
    I feel a gentle hug around me
    One I can never forget
    One that I cant remember.

    Its me
    Or is it?
    This world
    Is it real?
    Or is it what I have created?

    Suffering and bleeding?
    My past?
    No
    My breaking.