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Such a beautiful thing to throw away
A rose of black tears full of my pain
Falling apart of the sorrow you inflict in me
Cause this is not who I use to be
I show and display, a rose of white smiles
But these colors are just not my style
Cause it makes me feel like all the rest
For all these colors I shine are surly not the best
I feel alone, now no one can figure me out
Never telling what my dieing heart of these broken petals are all about.
If you listen and hear me I let you know that when I am dead in a grave of black lily pads unannounced
Right then and there in the rain over my grave of deathly beauty you’ll finally figure it out.
What I was tiring to shout about
Yet my word were never heard even when I was reaching out
For you to grasp my hand into your helping guidance of you heart and loving soul
Though that had been what I thought of you in the beginning but now to me your worth nothing more than a whole
With out the mask were will thy hide
From me locked up inside
Inside I will stay
A cast off from the out side world I once new
Day after a depressing day
Wishing for one day I could have those ideas and imaginary thoughts that flew
Past the ice-cream mountain and chocolate sky in a rose castle in the sea
With cinnamon houses and liquorish trees
For some day this locked soul of mine of morbid petals on the floor
manicured with my bloody self for the freedom I hope for day after day more and more
So with that can you take me to a world with our anything that would remind me that I am different
that what I am is a monster of others ignorance
Cause I am no monster, true as could be
For my friend am just different from what you see
From what you encounter past the meadows of bliss and lilacs is were I am me
With you as a friend with no site to see what blood I have shed upon myself and the lands on were I sand free
So what you have showed me, that I will never be a monster ever or to be.
With a knife in my hand ready to strike for my last breath for me
But so not stop me for it is ment to be
- by BITCHOLISHIS |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 10/04/2008 |
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- Title: Not giving up now
- Artist: BITCHOLISHIS
- Description: all for my boyfriend
- Date: 10/04/2008
- Tags: giving dark poem bitcholshis love
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Comments (2 Comments)
- kairygirl - 10/04/2008
- I love this poem it really inspirated me to never giving up...
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- Amani_Rose - 10/04/2008
- thanx for the comment on my FILTERED NIGHTS poem. i absolutely luv yours for many reasons.
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