• So i'll cry alone again
    Wondering just what it is i am doing
    Washed away by the tormenting sorrow
    Buried by the smothering snow
    I will be stuck here long enough that it will leave me dead

    The things i dread and these words i speak
    Watch out for me because i am not what i seem
    I would sooner sever these ties
    If it meant i would actually begin to fly

    The blood pours into a wonderful pool
    As i lay as the undying fool
    I panic
    I worry
    I'll walk alone and become the insane
    And i don't think that will ever change

    Everything repeats.
    Be it the heart
    Or the history that we walk around on
    Skipping to the beat that no one knows
    And waiting for it all to crumble in

    Dancing with death
    Awaiting salvation
    I wish i was somewhere else
    Than stuck in repeating redemption

    I'm still falling
    Wondering when i will reach the end.
    I would leave if i could
    But i was told to stay again

    I was meant to stay
    I was told to stay
    I was TOLD to stay!!!

    No one can save me
    No one can free me
    For they would only get in the way
    Even though i want them to stay

    I'd just end up pushing them away
    In my own..... over sensitive way...

    Or end up pulling them under
    Into this hole with me......