• How did i become this?
    my heart aches
    i felt the knife between my fingers
    it cut the strings on my life
    Mother didnt come home today
    father is always away
    I feel alone hiddin in myself
    when nobody tries to fight for me...
    Hope?
    Just a silly word caring people say to make
    me feel happy
    but whenever they say it
    I hide myself
    Dreams are a lie...
    nightmares are real..
    Love is just a sith in this world...
    i cant rid myself of the feeling
    Why dont i just die?
    Hope is the myth of
    all the ones who've lied
    please dont go
    the people beg
    i sighed and smiled
    they outstreached there hands for me
    and i just turn
    there is no use...
    no light down the road
    just a large gap...
    what i call home...
    I felt the rope hung between my neck
    pulling me down
    to Hell were I belong
    am i really so worthless?
    Does nobody care?
    or is that just me..
    saying how it doesnt work..
    Maybe it was me...
    maybe i am beutiful
    but its too late...
    Death is the only word...


    "Love yourself and never give up somebody loves you out there...."