• Everything was fine until that day. Nothing in particular happened; she just woke up and the feelings were there. For once in her life she was comletely certain of something.

    That hurt you get when you laugh too hard, the choking sensation before you burst into tears. A fire that blazes with white hot ice in the place where your heart should be, burning and freezing all at once, searing her soul with every colour in the world. It was as though someone had blown her finger off with a firecracker, yet no amount of ice or drugs could ever numb the pain. It was amazingly terrible and hauntingly wonderful all at once, and despite the unnameable hurt she wouldn't have changed it for the world.

    The skies torn open and falling down with force upon the blazing ashes of hell below, the seas crashing and swelling upon the shores of every land in this forsaken world, filled with thunder and lightning and fire of every kind...

    That was how it felt to love him, and that was why she hated him. No matter how hard she had tried over the past three years he would not leave her mind. Any other had been simply an echo of him.

    She realised that she needed nobody else. She could not be happy with anyone else. All she wanted was to have him in her world forever. Her Everything.

    -Dedicated to that special someone.