No one tryed coming in or asking me if I was alright after the stair incident. I still coulden't bring myself to go down stair's though...honestly I just knew there was gonna be an ambush waiting for me, but beside's that I was still far to wacked to even go near the staircase. Image's went threw my mind all night long of what I'd done...I felt so horrible. It wasn't really in my to kill someone weather it was on accident or purposly.Just knowing what I did made me sick to y stomach.Part of me kept say" S'not your fault, he knew he was in for a fight the momment he saw you come in the room" while the other part said "You killed him in cold blood! pushed him right down those stair's without so much as blinking!! Your a horrible horrible person your a murderer!! what would mom say if she heard this?!" At that I cringed....what would mom say if she heard abiout this?!It's not the usual teenager's accident...Suddenly someone knocked on my door and being I was in a state of tramatization that knock on the door scared the heck outta me to where I screamed. I sat on my bed my heart beating spazmatically while im trying to get some courage and see who's out there." Luna? Are you alright? It's been 2 day's....are yuo hungrey?" Came Laura's voice. Honestly I was glad she was there, it was kinda like a sign that they all still knew I was here. But I didn't want Laura to come in and see me and at this point in time eating was not on my list of thing's I wanted. so n my newly found broken vioce I answered," no...thanks....Laura....." How's that for a converstation?! Ya pitiful I know... "Luna...please come out... or at least let me i." She said. Honestly letting her in sounded nice but my mind was saying 'dont do it' while the rest a me was saying ' get of ur sorry a** and open the door!!' so I got u[p and moved the trunk away from the door and let Laura inside and the look on her face was to be expected when she came into my room.
" Luna what happened in here?" Laura asked. I explained the whole bridy thing that caught me in here and then in slef defense I basically destroyed my room to get out and reach them." Luna....it's not as bad as you make it seem..." Laura suddenly said. I was puzzled." What do you mean?" I asked. " Killinh that demon....it wasn't all that bad...it would've killed you if you didn't give it much resistance....it would've killed you and I promise you it woulden't be locking itself in it's room crying over killing you...." She said. I was inda struck by that, i mean for all she knew mabey it would have... Then again that's just my warped way of thinking....but I guess it was time to move on again,put it in the past... becauase now I was smelling my favorite breakfast food downstair's.....WAFFLE'S!!!So about 5 minute's of a pep talk and next thing I knew Laura and I were eating these amazingly yummy waffle's! I haden't realized this untill I was almost done but Autumn was standing in the doorway of the kitchen.I turned my head and looked at him, his face had quite a few emotion's on it...shock, approval, happyness, sadness,concern, and a few I coulden't name at the time but it was pritty strange...but then Luara gt more waffle's out and my attention was immediatly changed from Autumn back to waffle's! Although it bothered me the way his face looked....
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