• April 8th, 2009.

    Dear Mom and Dad,

    I fear I will never see you again. The pain told me to choose what I want, to suffer or to die, and I chose to die. Do not shed tears for me, fr I do not deserve it. I guess I was a horrible daughter anyways. Tell everyone that I just went away to get some air, and I may not be coming back. I do not want them to shed tears either. One question I know your going to wonder about is why I did this. It is because people were pushing me and pushing me and I couldn't stand it anymore. It was to much pain. Seeing family die, seeing friends die, Earth is horrible, but God only does it because he made us, and he needs us back sometime. Like I said, Death is only mearly seconds away, and no matter how much it hurts, it has to happen. Share this note only with this family, no one else. I am sorry for doing this, but you know how much I love you right? You know I'm only doing this to get away? I'm so sorry for hurting you guys like this. I know you don't deserve this. Any of this. I knew I was going to be to much trouble for you guys anyways, and that is another reason why I'm going. I'm sorry and you know I'll always love you from the bottom of my heart. I really love you guys.

    Your daughter.