• tears fell as i heard what you did the night before. tears were coming down now asa you stood right in front of me.
    "what happened between us." i was surprised i was able to even say that through my endless tears.
    "at lest i thought we did."i fell to the ground, covering my face with my now wet-with-tears hands.
    "we did and we still do." his voice was strong and sure. i knew what he said was not intirly true, but i didnt want to believe it.
    "you thought i would never know what you did." i cleaned my face with my sleeve. " you thought i left, but she called me i was listening, i heard everything." it was true i did most of it though, i didnt want to hear.
    "i didnt mean to-" now his voice sounded nervese, i'v grown to love that voice, it gave me hope, not today.
    "do you love her?"
    "course not."
    "do you hate me for some reason?"
    "no! you know i love you."
    "no, i dont know that."
    i didnt remember him walking up to me but there he was holding me in his arms like he always did. i put my head to his chest covering my face. crying in to his shirt.
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    i put my head down on my bed, eyes still filled with tears. everythign was fuzzy, i closed my eyes. slowly i fel asleep dreaming about the call from her, and the night with him. i still love him. i pushed away all the unwanted thoughts and memmories of us came up. on the beach we laughed, kissing on the bourdwalk bench. i smiled then fel to sleep intirly. heart