• There is something I need to say, I need you to get out of my life, I wish you would stay away. My heart has yet to repair after the damage you have done, did you enjoy abandoning your daughter? Tell me, was it fun? Every time you claimed, you hated me. My heart has been ripped from my chest…There was once upon a time, when I could swear, you loved me, However, after you met your true self you began to suffer from insanity. The late nights lying awake, after you spent most of the times Drinking your damn beers. Your hurt pride, wandering in the darkness, looking for a place to hide. You gave up your daughter love by being the world's BIGGEST JERK, That it just makes my heartsick. I wish I had a chance to make you feel pain However, it'd make you cry, yet what the hell do I care Father, if inside your heart did die. For many years my heart cried when you turned away The love, I, your daughter had to offer, was worthless to you After I stood up for you, When the booze got to be too much And you threw a punch or two. Instead, your venom turned on me shouting at the top of your voice broke my heart, and I did what I had to do; I drowned my sorrows in writing Vowing not to run to you. You say that you're a father Just give up on the lie, because don't you realize that your two children Wish you'd go off somewhere and die. We can't stand to see your face, we hate to hear you voice, we’d rather not be near you, since you made you choice. I wish that I could really hate you, but even after all that you have done, my heart still goes out to you, for some reason you're the one. Who can push away the clouds, when my days are filled with rain, who’s there at night, when my heart is filled with pain. I hate you yet I love you, and sometimes I wish you would die, yet I need you more than ever, but you are never that close by.