• i feel the need to scream

    as i'm living in this dream

    i cry and try to wake

    as i feel the pain and ache

    of every hour every moment i cant spend with you

    every second i can't own it and i feel so blue

    i feel lost inside myself and yet still am found

    by my monsters and my demons living all around

    the yell i make is haunting

    the life in front of me is daunting

    i flee and turn my back

    trying to get some slack!

    but i'm lost and im confused, baby i want to learn

    the cause of this longing, this undying yearn

    to be with you, to be by you, to feel you here

    the thought still brings into my eye, a tear

    i want to run, break the bonds

    dont want to feel so cheated and conned

    my youth inside will wither and die

    as long as you refuse that I AM ALIVE

    my presence is the essence of thousands of messes

    churned, and turned, and burned, but not concerned

    with the mixed up, tricked up, choked for six bucks

    life of the families

    thrice dies the fantasy

    of a love and a faith with no remorse you see

    i love her, i need her, wish i could breath her

    wish to to be with her i need to see her

    my world is ruled by the pains and worries, hurry

    i can't take this anymore

    the scars and the words dig deep into my core

    i'm so sore and i abhore the lore of love and of war

    so speak and write it out, just how you're feeling

    don't just sit around with your head reeling

    take minute sit and listen

    to the thoughts that you are missin'

    dont just think about the list and

    make it known that you're existin'!

    love and be loved

    hug and be hugged

    fight and be hated

    or simply not appreciated

    Live.