• Well. I'm a freshman when I met my..

    Let's just call him my crush. =)
    I met him because of my bestfriend she introduce me to him. They're on the same section, and one time. He invited me to go with him and with my bestfriend and also with his friend. ^.^

    We met at the school and my bestfriend told me on text that she'll go early so I went to school early too, but when I arrived there. My crush is the only one was there, I thought my bestfriend set up that moment. And when she arrived I asked her why she's late, she told me that.. she wants me to go with her mate alone. She wanted that the two of us are the only one who are going to mall. And when we went there, I told my bestfriend that I like him, I told her that "don't tell him what did i say" But after I told her that, she revealed my secret. But my crush told her that it's okay because I only adore him.

    After the school days, (vacation)
    He text me and said if he can court me, I asked him if that's true but he always says that it was only a joke. But I think he asked me 3 times, my sister told me that he likes me because of what he's asking many times. And then, on my sophomore days, my bestfriend told me that my crush or his mate was in love with me, I always confused after that day. And then that guy confessed on me that he likes me. But I don't know, why he said that because he doesn't prove it at all, my bestfriend said that he's stupid that's why he doesn't made me feel it the way I want to feel it. Lol. After that, days passed and I just knew that he likes my other friend. But he said that he likes me before that, I don't know. I was hurt when I knew it.. Then my friends, Idk if they are my real friends. Because they know I like him, but they always tease my other friend to him in front of me. They didn't care about my feelings when they did that T.T




    For now, I was trying to move on. And start another life without him, I wanted to make him feel the way I feels right now. And now, I was pretending that I don't like him anymore. But for real I have another crush now, I don't a fake friend and a crush like that.




    >>> END of Plastic and Garbage! =)



    ~ but I confessed, I'm a sophomore. This is what I'm feeling right now. It's hard to pretend but, it's the only way to move on ^.^
    (sorry for my english blaugh )