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There is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. Though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.<br />
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Sunday is gloomy<br />
My hours are slumberless<br />
Dearest the shadows<br />
I live with are numberless<br />
Little white flowers<br />
Will never awaken you<br />
Not where the black coach<br />
Of sorrow has taken you<br />
Angels have no thought<br />
Of ever returning you<br />
Would they be angry<br />
If I thought of joining you<br />
Gloomy Sunday<br />
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Sunday is gloomy<br />
With shadows I spend it all<br />
My heart and I have decided<br />
To end it all<br />
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers<br />
That are said I know<br />
But let them not weep<br />
Let them know<br />
That I'm glad to go<br />
Death is no dream<br />
For in death I'm caressing you<br />
With the last breath of my soul<br />
I'll be blessing you<br />
Gloomy Sunday<br />
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There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.<br />
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Mods:<br />
Left ear: 1x Industrial, 1x helix, 1x trigus, 1x lobe, 1 conch<br />
Right ear: 3x helix, 1x trigus, 1x lobe, 1x conch<br />
Body: 1x navel, 2x tattoos<br />
Hair: Long brown blonde<br />
Hight: 5'6"<br />
Weight: 120<br />
Age: 19<br />
Eyes: Dark blue<br />
Ethnicity: Welsh, Polish, Lithuanian, Romanian<br />
Favorite Movie: American Psycho, Lucky Number Slevin, Donnie Darko, Elisabeth.<br />
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I thought you died alone, a long long time ago<br />
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Drug market, sub market,<br />
Sometimes I wonder why I ever got in<br />
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It doesn't matter if you're smart, dumb, ugly, pretty... it's all the same once yer dead... and a corpse can't laugh<br />