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  • Artist Info: Well...I honestly don't know where to start with this...<br />
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    I have been working on something for a few months now. And it's hard to believe that the time is here. I need a new start. A fresh start. So, I spent a few months planning and a few months selling almost everything I own. I have one suitcase of clothes and just a few small personal items that will fit in the back of my vehicle. Tomorrow is the big day, I am getting in my vehicle with my cat and taking off. I am starting over on life. So, it is not for sure where I am going to end up, but I have a general idea. I am spending the last night in my apartment sleeping on a sleeping bag because I sold my bed. My cat actually has more stuff than me. Tomorrow morning I am packing my cat's litter box, my sleeping bag, my purse, and my cat, which is all that's left in the apartment and I am off. I have my vehicle packed with everything else already. <br />
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    A few days ago I went to my mom discussing this new start. She got scared and in a reaction she got rid of me on the cell phone plan. The thought was that since I had no way of communication then I would have to stay in order to stay connected. What she didn't know is that I was going to ask her to take me off the plan so that I can truly have a new start. There is so much toxicity in my life with everyone I know and where I am, so leaving it all behind and starting over is best. <br />
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    For a few months I have been buying lotto tickets to try to get extra cash. There were times that I was lucky but other times that I didn't do so good. But I had a strategy that enabled me to actually make some money that I could live off of for a bit. Along with the money I made selling all my stuff, I should be fine for a while. At least until I find where I am going to settle down and then get a job. <br />
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    Along with starting over comes to the sad part. I have to give up gaia. I didn't want to have any reason to get back on this account, and having everything would tempt me. So I spent a few months on gaia just checking things out and decided to help a person out by giving them all my items. But I didn't want it to be just anyone. So, I started conversations with people to get to know them. I did find someone that I felt fine helping out by giving them everything. I am not going to give the person's username because I want them to have their privacy. I don't want people to harass them. Now if that person does chose to tell people then that is completely up to them, I just wont be the start of it. <br />
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    Well...this is good bye gaia. I am going to create a random password to prevent me from being able to sign back on. And tomorrow, bright and early, I will be off to start over. I am going somewhere that no one knows me. Somewhere where I can go and be apart of a new community. This is it. Peace!<br />
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