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As my life has been passing by me i have seen no reason of life. My distraction and passion of love brings me nothing but sorrow. I blame myself for everything that has happened to me which has affected everyones life around me. As I see people around me just withering away into dust as i feel depression as i pass them. Hating myself for everyones passing and going. Every morning I hope it was a sad dream or as a nightmare which describes it the most. When I wake up, I wake up with a Way without war and diseases or deaths. But no, as i stay by everyones side nothing stays alright everything just becomes a hell that is hard to submit into. <br />
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I open my eyes and believe in what others say. I am so naive thinking that anything would ever change. I see you turning your back to me when i feel everything. I have made my life just a hope that something for once would work out but it would never be like anything I want it to be like. No one understands me anymore as I see you now... you laugh at me as I try to submit to my depression. I think that you of all people would finnaly understand me but I have put to much emotion into that purpose. I hope that we could be next to each other side by side but... as I said it was just a dream. As I go to touch your face you just wither away just like all the others. <br />
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I still trust your eyes but i remember what has happened to the others. Now my depression is the only thing I trust. Where are you now where, is the person I fell in love with, I ask my self. Please dont leave me there,standing as a tear runs down my eye. I trust no one at all, I have learned to not get attached as I dream i could touch your face. The day that day will come i will stretch out my arm to touch your face. The day I will no longer be lonely shall be the day I have died. Now everything will be alright since we are now together... <br />
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That would probably have to be what my life is like right now....anyways.. <br />
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Yes, I like to joke a lot but if u catch me in that mood tell me so i can make myself depressed again... I hate happy people who have a really good life.. if they lived where I lived in Lowell,Massachusetts they would probably die.. <br />
Right now im living off my dads child support checks but they havent been coming anymore so were probably flat broke so if u wonder why im depressed...now u know. <br />
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Now then, for the stuff I HATE yeah .... <br />
Not many things in this category except for.... <br />
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I HATE LIFE. <br />
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Time for things i get along with.. <br />
Sharp objects <br />
Burning objects <br />
Liquid Nitrogen <br />
Fire <br />
Acid <br />
ya know things that have to do with pain...so much pain...<br />
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I like to do things in class so tell me if you want a sign yes or no that is all the info needed then my Sadistic Mind Looks for something in the deep abyss river of thoughts in my head then I draw it on my hand then There you go.<br />
Free for now anyways so yep.<br />
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Avi art made from friends!!<br />
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From: La Le La Le La<br />
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From: Baby Ryuuki<br />
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I found me..<br />
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Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?<br />
Final Fantasy 7<br />
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