• as time pass through through seasons and till the end of december, comes within christmas on this year. ive dare not to speak of loving u before, once ive known that its my dying will to come near. ive had just have to let you know my true feelings upon you, its first started out as summer here. the day that i saw ur smile shining through my eyes made me wonder for quite a while that is this even a mere miracle that im standing here to witness ur here in my life.
    still, ive been melted with love with just knowing ur name.
    since im in malaysia, the asia area of no other season, its been summer for the whole year, ive never witness anything else then summer,ive been melted through time until the day i meet winter.
    ive dare not to see your eyes that shine a hope through my fragile heart.
    ur simply a miracle worker that made my day worth living through day and day.
    here comes christmas making me sad to know that time is wasted and ur still an unknown person to me. as im dying time isnt stoping.
    here i am, wishing that time could freeze at mere seconds where i hold ur hands in this chilly winter. trying to kiss ur soft smooth lips.
    as u know that ive already decided to simply let go of this dream come true.. i guess its time for me to go on with my life. as i know. i am not worthy to love you becoz of my time to die is coming too..
    ive changed now... and i figured.. its just too late now.. thank you christmas for bringing joy to me. and now i shall face this dream come true.