uh.. ********. i mean b***h. whatever, point being i keep fogetting what i want to write about whenever i come here. feeling good though. happy. it's strange. though i love how i can go from being all pissy and bitchy to 'i feel happy.' [enough so to say it out loud.] oh yes. my point. i love christmas, don't get me wrong. but i have the feeling that i'm going to turn into that family member that never comes home for christmas. i dunno why. guess i like it, just not with all the people i'm supposed to like it with. So i see it this way, me, few lonely people in a fairly expencive bar. i buy a round, we spill our guts. it works, right? i mean i have that whole gripe about people who're all about being in a relationship for holidays. that's stupid. you were born alone, you leave alone, so why be with them? and if you must be with someone, why this person you just met? you've known your family longer. so unless they're like.. violent, in prison, or contagious there's no reason to pick a signifigant other over them. or be like me and go it with strangers. hmmm. either way. anyway, i'm looking for a closet somewhere. not big or anything, it can even be barely accessable. but i want to scream. i mean i don't need to, but i feel it could be of use. not that i mind some stuff. or maybe it just hasn't sunken in. all i can say is some people should watch their backs. and some people should only go out with someone if they're sure they'r eover other people. and i should just not care. oh wait, i dont. cool. jo. jo's cool. cool like ice cubes. so don't do anything you shouldn't. or do it, but make sure it's not too extravigant. hmm. do songs make anyone else nostalgic? i'm pretty sure they do, right? remind you of old times. i'm on fire and now i think i'm ready to--------> ? ^it's anime north. actually. motion city makes me think rikki. <3 panic[!] makes me think jo, amanda and skating. <3 system makes me think becca and her hallowen party. <3 and that's it. i guess. there's probably more though. anyway, i'm not sure what i'm saying at this point. man. hmm.
.!conoclast. · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 04:17am · 5 Comments |