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Life isn't fair.
I'll explain the title after I explain this weird dream I had a few nights ago.... I'll try to explain as simply as I can...

Okay, it started as I was talking to a few friends of mine and such. I was smiling casually and such, carrying on the normal day of my not so normal life.
Blacked out
Next thing I know, I'm walking to class and I walk into a room and itwas dark instead of a light in the left corner of the room. I didn't know where I was and I looked around. There were hundreds of girls staring at me, pale, dressed in gothid lolita clothes and their faces had shadows across them except for the left side, then I heard a voice yell in my head: Get out get out! It's a trap, they know your secret! You must get out or else they're going to kill you!
So I ran out, and it was one of those moments where you're running up endless stairs, and all the girls were staring at me.
Finally, I got out and found my group of friends who were walking into the bathroom so I followed. One of them asked: "what's wrong?"
I replied: "Oh, that weird room over there, it just creeped me out."
One of them said: "Oh, that room. It's a class of people who think they're vampires." She scoffed.
"Oh." I said and we walked into the bathroom. I looked to the side and saw a window and whispered: "Aerean." I saw the anime version of her walk by and mentally told myself to check up on her afterwards.
So I walked into a stall and sat down, wondering what was wrong with Aerean and what that voice was and suddenly someone was looking over the top of my stall and was talking.
It was my teacher, Ms. G. Her eyes were wide and she was smiling wickedly as she spoke: "It's too late to run now, we now who you are, we know what you are!"
I stared up at her, freaked out and stood and pushed the door open, "what are you talking about!?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about!" She said and grabbed my arm so I ran into a larger stall. In this dream, I wasn't human, I was a vampire. Strangel enough.... "You can't run away!" She laughed.
I knew what would happen if she had taken me away so I pulled her forward, grabbed her neck [super human strength XD ], pulled her back while grabbing her legs and twisted her body into a ball, listening to it crack and her bones break so I threw her and ran away. That's when my dream ebded because of the alarm clock. O.o
Weird huh?


- - -

I met a girl named Bree this year, all because I mentioned anime and showed her. Over the months we became closer friends and one day as I waited for my brother to get done with track, she waited at school with me and ended up telling me what had happened to her many years ago:
She was 5 and she was hanging out with her older brother, and his friend's little sister who was 4. Well, as they were walking to the little girl's house, her big brother was tripping out. He was high, drunk, and on many drugs and assumed that bree's older brother was going to call the cops and get him arrested. So, he tried to run over Bree and her brother with his truck but ended up hitting his little 4 year old sister and crushed her head beneath the tire, also hitting Bree's leg and had broken it completely, causing her to pass out from the pain.
Her brother had told her the rest of the story after she woke up from her comma[sp?].
When the little girl's brother saw what he had done to his sister, he killed himslef.

The reason I say life isn't fair is because, Bree has a metal leg, and what happens to metal when it gets old? It rusts, and her leg on the inside if rusted and it's going to her heart. She told me this on my birthday, and I ended up cring a lot, since we're good friends.
But it isn't fair, why die now after surviving all of that?
It's just not fair.





 
 
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