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I'm familiar with hate and deception....heart broking sadness and all...I'm too familiar with these things...because that crime has been committed on my heart too many times. If I could take my life, were it not a sin..I would...you have ruined my life...I shall not say your name...but If you read this...some words will set it off...

When I was in first semester of High School, freshman year...(which I still am a freshman), I met my first girlfriend I'd ever had....but, three weeks later...those actions, and feelings came into play...she deceived me and my love for her....so no longer can I lover her... You came into play not too long ago...and my heart was once again stolen...but all that changed today....you killed me inside...and I felt inconceivably dead inside. The scars on my heart shall never heal...thanks to you...And as I type this...things slowly come to a pause...I'll always remember though, the things you did to make me smile...the things I did, to try...you were funny, a bit sexual, and always good to be around...yet..I hope you're happy with what you've done to me....I'm not impressed...