When The Darkness Closes In, Lord, Still I Will Pray.
Sometimes I wonder if I treat my family good enough. I'm not very nice to my mother, but she's not very nice to me either. Yet, she has still given me life, and she'll always be my mother. Should I respect her more, because of that fact? My father goes to work everyday and he makes money for my entire family. I wish I could help him out. I wish there was a way that I could make a lot of money to help support my family. I could stop doing dance and get a job, but I really enjoy dancing and I'm young only once. I have the rest of my life to work away at a job.
More and more women are beginning to work and have jobs. Women no longer become stay-at-home moms when they grow up. I fear that I won't spend enough time with my future children. I just want to be the best mom I can be, and I don't want my job to interfere with that. I appreciate my mom being a stay at home mom. She was always there to play with me and drive me places. I wish I could do the same for my unborn children, but I can't. Things are so expencive these days and prices keep rising for everything. In order to support a family, I'm going to have to help my husband make money. I just hope my children will be understanding of that, and that they won't feel like I'm ignoring them, or that I don't spend enough time with them. I just want the best for them. I'm getting an education right now in order to support them. They are still just twinkles in my eyes, but I already love them.
<33 PrimeOdd
