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OK, so anyone that has read one of my journals, knows that I don't always talk about important stuff, and that I never talk properly. I have recently read some journals by my dear friend, and I have come to the conclusion that I am not happy with how I am writing my journals, and that I am not talking about the "important" things in life, and try to give them more meaning. Not just babbling on about nothing. So I have decided to start writing my journals better, so I can let my feelings out and really try to help MYSELF understand what I am going through, as well as jotting down random thoughts that pop into my head, and some updates that has/are happening in my life. Starting with my next journal. But the thing is, I am not sure why I want to. I guess it is because I don't really have any other place to let go.
I could at karate, but I would not be trusted by the people that I would fight and let my anger out. And how would I know that I would lose the trust of my friends at karate? Someone I used to trust has lost it because of something he did because he was letting out anger. And I don't want that to happen to me. I could let my anger out on my friends, but I actually couldn't. My friends are to good to me, and I don't want to lose them. So where else? And most of the things that I mentioned in this journal, the text that you are reading right now, I will talk about in separate journals. Get ready!
Oh, and I will be updating my journals that I have already wrote, so that they met my OWN standards.
~Me