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You don’t consider feelings. You never have. Not once have you even THOUGHT about some alternative way of me being able to go to Saint Louis. Even if you have, you obviously don’t care enough about my happiness to at least tell me that you were thinking about me and my feelings. You don’t seem to be thinking about me. I don’t get it. I honestly don’t. Reid, John, Cathy, and Chris are thinking more of me than you. You are supposed to be my way out. The someone that I can turn to to KNOW that someone is thinking about me. But no. Your not there for me. They are. Even Grandboss is caring more for me than you are. You are supposed to be the person that cares for me the MOST. But it seems that family that isn’t as close to me cares much more. THEY are trying to think of alternative ways for me to get to Saint Louis. THEY are being more mature than you. THEY are being more considerate than you. THEY are thinking of me. But the one person that is supposed to do that, and is not, is you. John, my 12 year old cousin, is being considerate. Smarter than you. You can say that you are watching out for me, but I know that you aren’t. I can tell. Why would I, watch out for you anymore? Care for you? Care about you? Why? Just know that from now on, I don’t. Not anymore.

[EDIT]: This is not about anyone that reads this.