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just a mountain top. happyness. run and run twards it. is peace happyness? or is it the rushes that you feel in war. are there others that can give you happyness, or is it solice. we all have an idea of how to get it, but then even that is wrong. I can choose to live out the rest of the time I have trying to mke people see things in a different way and getting nowhere due to theri suborness, or I can break myself again and reform my entire persona. breaking and building is easy, but there is one variable i can't get rid of. if you have knoledge, even in reforming yourself and mind to a new path, you know that what that path leads nowhere. say everyone is climbing a mountain and you made it to the top before the others. you see that the top is just a point and it is not what you wanted. so if you start all over at ther bottom of a new mountain with new climbes, you know thaty you will still only reach a empty point so even that is uneventful and predictable. you can try to make them do somthing other than climb a mountain but then they hate you for not following their trian of thought and trying to make them see a way that is not natrural. this is my dilema today, I also got kicked out of the play, but that is another story.

Posted by: sojern Sun Nov 18, 2007 @ 09:01pm

Keletas štrichų, ir situacija darosi aiški, lyg ne taip toli būtum nukeliavęs nuo tų laikų, kai suaugusius būdavo taip sudėtinga suprasti.

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Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 03:43am


	the point of a journey is not always the destination, it is often how you get there and the people you meet along the way that make a difference.

Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 07:43pm


	the people i meet are the same. they all act alike and think that they are different. as far as how you get there, once you've done it enough times, even the changes are predictable.

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Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 07:49pm


	not all people are the same, you just see them that way. open your eyes.

Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 07:54pm


	slight variations. but all have the same attitude and thought proses. they don't want to be pushed to a new path so they choose to not see anything around them. this is what bores me, it makes them unbearable to be around because they never change this aspect. people fear not being uniqe so much that they act the same. I don't need my eyes to see that.

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Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 08:24pm


	Quote: people fear not being uniqe so much that they act the same. i'm afraid there's no real way to argue against that, but peole are still fun to watch and be around. sometimes they're predictable, but sometimes they're not. surely you find it at least a little interesting when someone does something totally unexpected?

Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 08:40pm


	they don't. I know how they are going to act. I can't even a random action can be seen through by simple analytics. in truth, I don't read peoples eyes. I read their past, and then I see how they react to their surroundings. if I didn't do this everything would be normal but I do and there is no way to stop it slight of blowing my brains out I can see through them, that is why I have so much pity for them even if they are considered horrible by everyone else.

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