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pfft life has gotten back to insanity. Still lonely for some stupid reason, i'm trying to keep my grades up i'm trying to keep the few friends i have And I'm trying as hard as i can to be unaffected by that damaging emotion i have grown to despise... Affection Why i hate it? It lead me down roads i wont travel again, and it dragged a s**t load of horrible timnes. it only added to the suffering i originally deal with. This week has been better than i guess. i mean, i invented a new swordsmanship style for myself, it will actually work until i can find somewhere i can study in another style. This swordsmanship is my 1 form of exercise. i don't play sports or anything, just this. i wish i had a sparring buddy, you know to train against. of course i am in a situation where all hell is about to break loose. yet i cant tell anything about it in my journal since it's pulic. all i can say is this: i cant sleep i cant eat i cant communicate i cant do much of anything.. I guess suffering has taken a liking to me. whenever i get out of one mess i'm neck deep in another. and for me there aren't too many compliments in anything. oh well I guess I'm just gonna keep pushing through. if I get through this hell my life is bound to get better right?

Posted by: Kariudo The Unstoppable Fri Oct 19, 2007 @ 09:06pm

"He was just all alone. He couldn't enjoy a game with anyone else. Like living a dream... That's the kind of man he was..."

Spike Spiegel

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Lilac Amalthea
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Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 07:00pm


	Yea i agree with the dispise of affection, worst emotion ever. But i bet your life is gonna get better. ok you don't have to answer this question but how do you keep getting into trouble?

Commented on: Wed Jul 23, 2008 @ 03:55am


	what dosnt kill you makes you stronger hunter reamber that

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Commented on: Sat May 30, 2009 @ 08:37am


	hello...... i dont mean to pry but i think you're inlove with somebody..... i may be wrong well.. i'm always wrong at things like this...... sweatdrop but if you are.... dont try to be unaffected by it...... because if you do the person you're going to be with or you're with will feel that she isn't that much special to you... in short.. she'll feel unappreciated.... then la dee da loo dee doo bam!... you know what happens when that happens............. but if you get serious at it and really feel for it.... who knows.... it might actually work out......... biggrin and i know your life will be better because i believe you're a very good person.... Forgive me if what i said offended you or you didn't like it or that wasn't really your problem or if you didn't understand well what i said....i'm still not very good at giving advices and such sweatdrop .... I'M SO VERY SORRY......... ^_^ ^.^ ^_^ Godbless!!!!

Commented on: Sat May 30, 2009 @ 08:39am


	sweatdrop I'm sorry i didn't read the date..... guess i'm just years late for commenting...... biggrin sweatdrop redface this is so embarrassing redface cry sweatdrop

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