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I'm an idiot. A stupid ******** girl that couldn't establish a healthy relationship to save my life. Brian is great but he works constantly and it seems like the only time I see him is our weekly congical visits. If I wanted a ******** buddy, I could have done that monthes ago. I want a relationship and I can't help but feel like I still don't have that. I expected a honeymoon phase where we would spend as much time together that we could. I have to schedule appointments with my "boyfriend". We haven't even been together a month. Safe to say, I'm getting kinda lonely.