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I didn't update but the crisis has ended. Guy #1 (Brian) asked me out. So far so good. I'm still adjusting to this whole girlfriend thing. I've been a girlfriend before, of course, but usually a month or so in, I freak out and run. But with Brian I started after the second date. I like Brian so I didn't want to run but I am still struggling not to freak out. Every little thing is making me question his affection. I'm such a dork but I'm a dork that is honestly trying.