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My heart feels like it turned into dust. I can’t believe Wesker and Brinkin are doing this to me! How could they?! I thought they cared! I break free. I’ve noticed that I’m stronger when I’m angry. I’m going to kill both Brinkin and Wesker when I…. No. That’s too easy. Brinkin can wait to be dealt with. My main concern is Wesker. I’ll get him where it hurts. I’m going to expose those scums at Umbrella. I’m not sure how yet. First thing first; get out of this place. I could take the sewers and they’d lead me to the machine, which is where I wanted to go, but I can teleport there instead. Plus, I really don’t want to go threw those nasty sewers. I teleported to the machine above. I’ve been here once, but I was too young to remember it now. I think they use it to train people. This use to be James Marcus’s machine. He is the real creator of the T-Virus. I know exactly what happened to him. I remember Wesker telling me the whole story when I asked about the T-Virus. I was young, but mature for my age, so, he didn’t sugar coat it. Wesker told me straight out about how he and Brinkin killed Marcus. They shot him. Right in front of his leeches. Poor things. Those were his children and they had to watch their daddy die. To top it all off, Brinkin took all the credit from Marcus for the T-Virus. I cried when I heard this. I was mad at them both for a week. Even when Wesker tilted or took off his glasses, I was still mad. I’m stubborn like that sometimes. He and Brinkin had killed and innocent man, who, if he was still alive, would’ve made Umbrella a better company. Wesker told me that it hurt him to do that, because he and Marcus were such close friends and that he and Brinkin were hired to do it and, if they didn’t, they would both be killed. I believed him than, but now; I don’t know what to believe. Can you blame me? Two of the only three people I actually trusted had betrayed me. I’m sure Annette isn’t an innocent by stander in all this either. All three of them will pay and so will Umbrella. They’re the reason Wesker is like this. Same with Brinkin and Annette. I’ll bet you they where all kind hearted people at one point. Until Umbrella corrupted their minds. Greed had gotten the best of them. I wish I could undo what Umbrella did to them, but they are too far gone. Maybe, that’s why Wesker and Brinkin left me to die. I at least might have had a break threw with Wesker. Almost changed him back to the kind hearted person he once was, but his loyalty to Umbrella snapped him out of it and was afraid I would make him unloyal. He and I could’ve ran away together. He could take anything that Umbrella threw at him with all his training he did and I would’ve protected him with my powers and abilities. I can’t die and I can heal myself and I feel no pain. Has for Brinkin and Annette, they have Sherry to worry about, so betraying and running away from Umbrella isn’t much of an option for them. Wesker and I would find away to come back for all of them. It doesn’t matter now. I realize that I’m staring at a painting of Marcus. He looks evil in that painting. Maybe, it was a good thing he was killed. Umbrella most likely would’ve corrupted his mind too. It was already starting to show in the painting of him. Unless the artist wanted him to look that way. Either way, at least he died with his kindness still with him. I wonder whatever happened to those poor leeches. Than, I have a flash back. I don’t know exactly how old I was, but I know I was pretty young. I was coloring in my coloring book while Wesker was working on something on his computer. One of my crayons rolled off the table I was sitting at and rolled into a lab across from where Wesker and I were. I go up to Wesker and tug on his lab coat.

Queen Virus: “Wesker?”

Wesker: “Not now my dear. Wesker is busy.”

Queen Virus: “But I….”

Wesker: “I’ll play with you when I’m done. I promise.”

Queen Virus: “But, that’s not….”

I realized how busy he was and no matter what I’d say, there was no prying Wesker from his computer.

Queen Virus: “Never mind.”

I knew Wesker told me not to leave his sight, but the lab was right across from us, so it’s not like I was going far. If anything did happen, which I doubted it would, because no one was in the lab and it wasn’t were they kept the experiments, he’d run right in and save me. Besides, Wesker was looking directly into the monitor, so, technically, I already left his sight. Though, I knew that’s not what he meant, but I really needed that color for my picture. So, I had to get that crayon. Plus, I hadn’t learned to mix my colors together to make new ones yet. I looked at Wesker and than ran across to the lab. I looked back. Wesker didn’t even notice I left the room. I saw the crayon under a table and went under to retrieve it. I heard something cooing and looked up. There was a huge leech stuck to the bottom of the table.

Queen Virus: “Whoa ma ma!”

It falls off and lands in front of me.

Queen Virus: “Hi. You must be another one of Umbrella’s experiments. So am I. I can tell when someone or something is infected with the T-Virus and I can see you are. So am I. That’s how I can tell. I can sense magic too, because I have magic in me. You don’t though. I think I’m the only experiment that has magic. Are you lost? I can take you to where they keep the other experiments. Not me though, because I’m special. So they say.”

I hold my arm out and the leech crawls up it. I giggle.

Queen Virus: “Stop that silly! It tickles!”

I get up and start to leave. I almost run into someone. A guy in a fancy looking cloak.

Queen Virus: “”Oh! You scared me! I didn’t know someone else was in here.”

Guy: “I see you found one of my children.”

I look at the leech and than the guy. I notice leeches crawling all over him. He holds out his arm and I hold out mine. The leech crawls onto the guy’s arm.

Queen Virus: “You’re their daddy?”

Guy: “Yes. I am. And you must be Wesker’s pet.”

Queen Virus: “Pet?”

The guy picks me up by the neck. My powers weren’t fully developed yet, so he could’ve easily choked me to death, but I blew fire in his face and he dropped me. I blinked and he was gone. I started crying. Wesker came running in.

Wesker: “What happened?! Are you alright?!”

Queen Virus: “My crayon rolled in her and you were busy and it wasn’t that far, so I came in here to get it and than a ghost came in and tried to choke me, but I set it on fire and it went away, but I’m still scared!”

Wesker hugs me. I cry on his shoulder.

Wesker: “It’s ok. I’m here now.”

Queen Virus: “You’re probably mad at me.”

Wesker: “You shouldn’t have left the room. However, I should’ve took a quick second form my work and gotten your crayon. Sometimes I get a little too wrapped up in my work. Anyways, how about that play dated I promised you?”

Queen Virus: “Yay!”

I snap out of my flash back. No. There’s no way that guy could’ve been Marcus. Way too young. The leeches were infected with the T-Virus and so was he and he said the leeches were his children. Could he be my real father? No way. He was young enough to be my big brother. I was injected with the T-Virus, not born with it, anyways. At any rate, Marcus was dead and so are my parents. At least, that’s what Wesker told me. He was good friends with them and claims they told him to take care of me, before they died. Wesker probably killed them like he did to Marcus and Brinkin probably helped too, but it makes no sense. Why would they kill my parents and not me? Probably, because of my abilities and, at the time, Wesker did actually care about me. I think. I look down and realize I’m standing on the Umbrella symbol, which is right in the middle of the floor. It reminded me of all those people that were used has Ginny pigs. Wesker told me they all either volunteered or were being punished, but I doubt anyone would willingly want these experiments done on them. Expect me, but I’m not like most humans. In fact, the t-virus took away what human side I had, so I wouldn’t say I’m human at all now. I just look like one. I hear a train hear by. Probably one of Umbrella’s private trains. I was on one of them before. With Wesker of course. They were nice. You could practically live on it. We spent like three days on it. I didn’t want to leave. I didn’t make a seen, but Wesker did have to carry me off. Than again, I think I just wanted him to hold me. All of the Umbrella employees were allowed to ride it and their families…. That’s when the most brilliant idea I ever came up with hit me.