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I wake up, strapped to some kind of surgical table. I have no idea how I ended up here. Last thing I remember was being in my room, reading and Weskers and Birkin came in and everything went black. Now, I’m here. Not too far from me is one of the Tyrants in what looks like a human sized test tube. This particular one I actually witnessed being created. I’m so out of it right now that I don’t remember much of it. All I can remember is me, Wesker and some other guy. I want to say Birkin, but I’m pretty sure it wasn’t him. Man! Why is my head so groggy? This reminds me of one of the tests they put me threw. That put me in a room and threw all sorts of toxic gases in there, just to see how I would react to them. I was in that room for hours and hours and finally they knocked me out. I woke up in room, my head feeling as groggy as it does now. It would wear off soon. I’m pretty sure I wasn’t put threw another test like that though. Strange. Than again, strange is Umbrella’s middle name. I wish Wesker was here. I know he is just as bad as Umbrella, but he does it all for me. To protect me and make me stronger. So, I guess that makes him better then Umbrella. Albert Wesker pretty much raised me. He’s like a father to me. Speaking of which, I don’t know much about my real parents. All I know is they both worked for Umbrella and my mom knew very powerful magic. I inherited her magic, which is why they are able to inject whatever in me and I had none of the side effects, but all of powers and abilities. I was the first, as far as I know, to be injected with the progeneratetor. Because of my magic, I didn’t mutate, unless I wanted to, and I could control the virus, unlike the other hosts after me. Plus, I wasn’t unstable. Than the T-virus came along. That too was injected into me. This was so it would be safe, incase anything happened. The t-virus made me stronger. Apparently, not strong enough to break out of these straps. I really wish the Tyrant was awake. He could burst out of that giant test tube and maybe cut me loose. The talons on his one hand are big enough. Than again, he might not help me at all. He wouldn’t harm me. I remember Wesker put me in a room filled with infected animals and people. He wanted to see what would happen. Resent studies showed that the infected wouldn’t attack each other. They knew I was there, but the infected animals and people kept doing whatever they where doing before I came in. I even went up and petted some of the infected animals and they didn’t do anything. They actually seemed to like it. Yeah. The Tyrant would just look at me and walk away. He was more intelligent than the other experiments, but still not smart enough to know I needed help. If only Weskers was here…. The door opens. It’s William Birkins. I was happy to see him, but I still wish it was Weskers instead.

Birkins: “Hello Queen Virus.”

That’s what they called me. I know it’s not my real name, but I don’t remember my real name. Whatever it was, Queen Virus was defiantly appropriate for me.

Birkin: ”Sorry about this.”

Queen Virus: “It’s ok. You guys are just putting me threw another test. Must be a new virus. Did you finish you’re G-virus?”

Brikins: “Shh! They might still be listening!”

He looks around the room.

Queen Virus: “Ooops. Sorry. I got a little too exited.”

Wesker enters the room.

Queen Virus: “Wesker! If I wasn’t strapped down, I’d pounce on you right now!”

Weskers: “Well, ever since I joined the S.T.A.R.S you never could resist me in my uniform.”

I know I mentioned that Weskers is like a father to me, but only because he took care of me after my parents died. However that happened. Obviously, he is not my real father. It may sound strange, but I’ve always had feelings for him. I think he feels the same way. We always flirt with each other. I’ve been outside of the Umbrella labs. Under cover of course, but, because Umbrella wanted to keep me a secret, I never really had any friends. Weskers, Brinkin and Annett, Brikin’s wife, were the only ones I was close to. Wesker especially. I smile at him.

Queen Virus: “Well, you could never resist a woman, strapped down and helpless.”

Wesker smiles. He doesn’t show his emotions much, but it’s different around me. I guess I just have that effect on him. Whiskers walks up to me and strokes my forehead.

Wesker: “You’re so beautiful. I’m honored that Umbrella put me in charge of you.”

Queen Virus: “I never agreed with a lot of the things Umbrella did, but they can’t be all that bad, if I’m one of their creations.”

Brinkin sighed sadly. He must be thinking of his daughter Sherry again. I look nothing like her, but I always remind him of her. He did say I was the reason him and Annette wanted to have a kid. I look into Wesker’s eyes, which, has usual, were covered by his sun glasses. I’ve seen his eyes before. I think they’re beautiful and I don’t know why he hides them behind those stupid sun glasses. He knows it too. Every time he asked me to do something and I would refuse for whatever reason, all Wesker had to do was slide his sun glasses far enough, so I could see his eyes and just look at me till I gave in, which I almost always did. It’s worse when he smiles. I don’t know why.

Wesker: “You most certainly are the greatest bioweapon Umbrella has ever created. It’s a shame they kept you a secret. Now, no one will ever know about your greatness.”

Queen Virus: “What do you mean?”

Wesker leans over to kiss me. On the lips. I turn my head away.

Queen Virus: “Whoa! What gives?!”

Wesker: “I’m giving you something we’ve both wanted for along time.”

Queen Virus: “Don’t get me wrong. I’ve dreamed of this moment, but….”

Wesker slides his sun glasses down. Dam him!

Queen Virus: “I still don’t….”

Wesker takes his sun glasses all the way off. There has been times I’ve refused to do something he asked, even after he slid his sun glasses down. If it was nothing important, he’d just slide his sun glasses back up and be on his merry way, but I knew he meant business when he took them all the way off. He leans over to kiss me again. This time, I don’t turn away. His lips meet mine. I’ve over heard people talking about their first kiss and I’ve always wondered what mine would be like. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. Especially since the guy I wanted my first kiss from gave it to me. It probably only lasted a few seconds, but for me, it felt like forever. Wesker stairs at me afterwards. I smile.

Queen Virus: “Now I know what this is about. You wanted to give me my first kiss, but you were afraid I’d get so nervous that I’d run away. So, you strapped me down. You always did have a funny way of thinking sometimes.”

Weskers: “Not exactly.”

He puts his sunglasses back on. He and Brikin start to leave.

Queen Virus: “Wait! Where are you two going?!”

Brinkin: “Sorry my queen, but this is how it must be.”

He leaves and Wesker starts to fallow.

Queen Virus: “You’re coming back for me. Right?”

Wesker: “No.”

And than, he leaves. It almost sounded like he was holding back tears. Doubt it. I’ve never seen him cry and now I never will.