I can't stop crying, damn it. My best friend in the whole world is suffering because of something that happened almost three years ago and now I feel helpless. Completely ******** helpless. I want to help her so badly, but there's nothing I can do. She doesn't live down the road like she used to... She lives on the north side of the ******** country now, and I'm still stuck in this God-forsaken state of FL. Damn it! DX I'm hurting so much because I want to take her pain away but I just can't.
That hurts worse than anything I've ever had to endure.
[i havent kept up with your journal in ages -w- ididnt even see this.
theres just nothing you can do about it :I i overheard my mom talking with my grandmother the day after her birthday and she said that as a mother, youre always there to take the pain away. kissing cuts and all that. but she said she felt so helpless because she couldnt do a thing to take this pain away. you just cant.]