Dear Diary, sad
I feel really bad, and sad today. I think I misjudged a friend, and a goodness-sister, and I might have hurt it beyond repair. sad I think that's why I tend to be shy. I don't want to break things that need repairing. I hate seeing the drama that comes with it, and maybe if I'm not around people, then I can't break things, and I won't feel bad, and I won't have to be in the drama.
I think I'm calm.. well, not all the time, but I think I might be too calm sometimes? No, can't be. I like having no drama. Of course I like having friends too. Oh Dear Diary, this is so confusing. I think it all ended up that I thought bad of Starr 46, and I shouldn't have. I should have been more patient. I guess I thought my patience was enough, and I didn't want to be made a fool, or be used by a person I thought was that way. confused I'm a little confused by the whole thing kind of.
Thank you Dear Diary for listening.
Yours truly,
Filamina
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Dear Diary, you are the one I come to when nobody else can possibly understand. :(
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