Something has been occurring lately. And it's about boys. I feel as though they are finally starting to notice me. I'm a junior in high school, so I've been waiting quite a while for this.
I think it happened this summer. Guys look at me in a different way. Some of my friends have even noticed it. I've noticed it, too.
I've always been a small framed person. I have a tiny waist and a tiny chest. I have curves, but they aren't really noticable, since I'm just built small. But for some reason, this year is different.
I think my facial features are a lot different than what they were last year. And it probably made a huge difference that I got my braces off. I'm suprised I could even get my current boyfriend to like me last year.
I've had to interview a lot of different people around school lately for my journalism class. I feel like whenever I interview a boy, they look at me different than they have in the past. They look me right in the eyes, and I can tell they are concentrating on what I have to say. It sort of makes me feel important, like I have a voice. They look at my body like they are judging me by what I'm wearing. Like, my clothes say something to them about me. They laugh at things I say, and smile back when I smile. It's different, and it all happened so quickly. Men honk at me when I'm in my car at spotlights. When I look back at them, they smile. Only an hour ago was when one of these times occurred.
It's almost weird. It's like they're creepers. I'm not sure what to think yet. But, it really does make me feel good -- maybe I'm finally becoming a woman?
<33 PrimeOdd
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